rock on!

seayam seikan? :P

2010-04-05T04:10:00.000-07:00

soooooo, hey?

It's pretty obvious you know that Naad is not writing this post or whateverr.
And sense that you might know me... through my lameness. -.-

Introduction; Hi. I'm ikan and Naad is ayam? I think. I'll ask her again nanti, if I bother to.

How'd I get to post this post? Simple. I. Asked. Her. :)

obviously I'm updating Naad's blog even if I don't take care of my own blog. HEHEH.
Soo, I met Naad at school and it was as usual, obviously. We're not classmates though but we hang all ze time. See? Now, I know some knows who I think knows who I am. HAHAHAH.

Now, I'm blaank cause I wasn't planning on writing anything on your blog Naad. sorr-y. :D

I'll just talk craps. and oh yeah. I read the book TH1RTEEN R3ASON WHY by Jay Asher, and it was awesome and scary and creepy and something that creeps the hell out of me. HA-HA. I recommend you to read it. It made me cry, well some part only. HEH.

bye now.

au revoir.

xx,

Qyll. :)

PS: Naad knows that I'm using this, so don't have to tell her. NYAH! *sticks my tongue out.

HAPPY (belated) NEW YEAR!

2010-01-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

i'm just going to keep this simple...

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

well, new year was like 2 days ago, so happy BELATED new year~ :P my new year resolution's going to be much more 'rajin' than before.

oh, by the way, today's is one of my hubbies's birthday.

SAENGILCHUKAHAE LEE WAN SHII~

picture of the day;

KYAA~ SO HOT EYH~

meeeeeeeerry christmas! ;DDD

2009-12-24T20:31:00.000-08:00

its been a while, right? i was hoping to 'kill' my blog but i just can't :P its 25th december right?

AWSOME!

you know, there's this one time when i was upstairs (take note that this event happens a few years before 2009). it was a few days after christmas and its night and all of the sudden, i heard jingles. you know, the jingle at christmas songs and stuffs. it was totally weird. i thought santa is coming and will knock on the door, giving me presents. what? i don't have any chimneys dude! i'm in brunei! up till now, i'm still waiting for the jingle and santa to come back :P

guess what? i heart KPOP!~ yea, i'm still a fan of western music, just a bigger fan of kpop. so, i'm dedicate this post (just this part) to talk bout my favs.

shu-i
mblaq
big bang
super junior
dbsk

what surprises me is dbsk. dbsk is like, my first love. i can even differentiate their voices, which is rare for me dude!

i cannot wait for january to come around! i don't know why but i'm looking forward to school! i know, even i find it hard to believe! i'm also looking forward to fcuz and COE. can't wait!

picture of the day;
HAHAHAHAHA! they're so cute~

Google it!

2009-11-06T21:29:00.000-08:00

I know, i know, its been a while since i updated my blog. i kinda miss it ;p what? can a girl miss her own blog? well BOO YOUU!

guess what? i don't like anyone right now! YAY ME! well, there's this really hot guy name alex evans and god, he's HOT! i LOVE everything about him! his blue eyes (the best eyes you ever lay eyes on!) and charming smile is so CUTE~ he's a model/designer/photographer/painter/really HOT GUY!GOD i'm addicted to him~

i'm just bored, really bored...

picture of the day;

cute, isn't it?

I found a new interest! YAY!

2009-10-25T00:17:00.000-07:00

i don't know why but i like making avatars ;DDD its really fun. i made it at picnik
now, picture of the day...HAHAHA! what the hell am I doing with my life?

p.s. i'm keeping it short
p.s.s its because i don't know what to post...
p.s.s.s EXAMS!!!
p.s.s.s.s nothing. i'm just bored ;P you're lame nad, go shoot yourself

i'm laughing HA-HA!

2009-09-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

so i have this problem. i couldn't just stop laughing. i laugh over the silliest thing and i can laugh over something that happened last year ==' and my laugh is pretty um, WEIRD and LAME! 'wawawa?' nad, you're so lame! i wish there's an answer to my problem

question: what do i do with my 'laughing problem'?
answer: WHO CARES!!! i'll laugh my ass off inside a library! i'll laugh my ass off till i got kicked out and i'll laugh my ass off in front of my crush! WAWAWAWA!

my current korean addiction, Kwon Ji-Wong otherwise known as g-dragon, the leader of big bang

man, he is CUTE~

picture of a day;
i edit this myself ;)

i'll keep it SHORT!

2009-09-25T23:48:00.001-07:00

havent update lately. somehow i'm missing school HAHA! this raya is not the best but its better than last year. i got more money HAHAHA

short? yea, im keeping it short since i cut my hair short, REALLY SHORT! i went to get my hair done two times! i wasn't happy with my hair but i didn't complain because i was being nice and not rude HAHA! this year, short. next year long xp

yea, its short. im updating this with my phone so its short. why do i keep on saying short?

utamakan bahasa 'english'~ :P

2009-09-22T04:04:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking a lot and i really wanted to improve my english skills since i am going to take e-lit next year IF i made it through spe and ssru. *sigh* well i have no choice do i? its now or never...

lets talk malay for one last time here people!

saya suka makan coklat dan saya mahu mendapatkan ampau pada hari raya ini tetapi kebanyakan orang fikir saya orang besar, yang paling tua di adik-beradik saya tetapi saya bersyukur kerana kelemarin saya makan sampai kenyang!

HAHAHA understand?? :P if only i was THIS good at tests. i'll feel like a total smarty pants taking bout hari raya, i just notice that i bought a high heel ==' i was like SHIT! i don't walk that well with high heels. they're awsome and all but i prefer sneakers

SNEAKERS over HIGH HEELS!!

picture of a day;

don't you think its just twisted-ly sweet! WAWAWAWA!

she's the MAD COW!

2009-09-20T00:09:00.000-07:00

note to all my friends, there's this cow who hacked my lil sis's facebook user and her email and plus, she changed the passwords and give it to her damn friends. not to mention that cow also 'terikut-ikutan' and i mean really 'terikut-ikutan.' she copied my sis's blog. i mean, DUDE GET A LIFE! you make people wanna stab you or better yet, you make people wanna swallow you then spit you out cause you taste horrible but we can't. it's puasa month. no worries, tomorrow is hari rayahehehehehe... here's me stabbing youmuahahaha! okay, picture of the day;since tomorrow is hari raya, i wanna greet everyone

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

OGDC!

2009-09-16T21:18:00.000-07:00

i've been wanting to publish the pics when i'm at ogdc. it was like, 5 months ago perhaps?

getting ready...HAHA LONER!wow... winter already?

we were playing this maths finger game with the smartest girl in school. like duh i lost...

the moment has arrive... WE HAVE ARRIVED

where to go?

I WAS BORED AND RANDOM!

i'm too lazy to upload other pics... here for other
photos

and now, the picture of the day
man, i miss that ice-cream! <3

the Ipod Human! by nigahiga ;DDD

2009-09-16T21:03:00.000-07:00

watch this vid, its really funne~

i'm currently watching nigahiga, the no.1 subscriber on youtube. you guys should watch him, he's a funny hawaiian guy who's really makes people laugh.

I LOVE YOU NIGAHIGA!

welcome to the world!

2009-09-13T04:13:00.001-07:00

my 3rd blog... THATS SO AWSOME!!! :P i hate updating the other blog. don't know why... who cares bout that now! i just give birth to a healthy new born blog. i sounded like a mother there :P

songs of my life

2009-06-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

this post is especially for the songs that i like, i mean like i'll love the song forever

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

boulevard of broken dreams by green day

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
da dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
I want my money back (3x)
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back(x3)
Just enjoy the show

the show by lenka

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

if today was your last day by nickelback

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

untitled by simple plan

MC, in the place to be

I know that you been waitin' for it, I'm waitin' too
In my imagination I be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same my temperature's through the roof

If it's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me when I do, I do
If it's a camera up in here
Then I best not catch this flick on YouTube, YouTube

'Cause if you run your mouth and brag about this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause they be all up in my business like a Wendy interview
But this is private, between you and I

Touch my body, put me on the floor
Wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel like you never did

Touch my body, let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you like my curves
C'mon and give me what I deserve and touch my body

Boy you can put me on you like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter than a pair of your jeans
I want you to caress me like a tropical breeze
And float away with you in a Caribbean sea

If it's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me when I do, I do
If it's a camera up in here
Then I best not catch this flick on YouTube, YouTube

'Cause if you run your mouth and brag about this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause they be all up in my business like a Wendy interview
But this is private, between you and I

Touch my body, put me on the floor
Wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel like you never did

Touch my body, let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you like my curves
C'mon and give me what I deserve and touch my body

I'ma treat you like a teddy bear, you won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury, laying intertwined with me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty of joy

Touch my body, put me on the floor
Wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel like you never did

Touch my body, let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you like my curves
C'mon and give me what I deserve and touch my body

Touch my body
Touch my body
Touch my body
Touch my body
Touch my body

touch my body by mariah carey

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

one step at a time by jordin sparks

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

a twist in my story by secondhand serenade

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced(2x)

i love you ,yes i do
i'll be withhere you as long as you want me to
until(until) the end(the end) of time

from the day i met you i knew we'd be together
and now i know i wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses

i can say im truly happy to this day
you made think i better live my life everyday
there's never been a doubt in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side

but if the day comes that i have to let you go
i think there's somthin' i should probably let you know
i enjoyed everyday that i spend with you
and i will miss you but im happy that i had you at all

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced(2X)

i love you ohh yes i do
ill be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time

baby i love you by 1st lady

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

dear god by avenged sevenfold

i wish i could think more songs. i really enjoy songs and music like, its my life or something. where linkin park's song, you may ask? well, all of their songs are my forever fav so, it'll be a LOT~ if you notice this, most of the songs above is about life, not love. yea, i got a problem with my life. i'll survive.

CHOI SI-WON!

2009-06-18T21:49:00.000-07:00

currently i've gone gaga over this super junior guy, choi si-won.man, he's hot!~ don't ya agree?? :P

of course, give thanks to the former winner of my heart, HWOARANG!i still love ya hwoarang!

come back to me lyrics

2009-06-13T08:16:00.000-07:00

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone
I wish that I could photoshop
All our bad memories
Cuz the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy you're one in a million
Baby come back to me
I'll be everything you need
Baby come back to me
You're one in a million (One in a million)

this is a good song for the heartbroken ones who wanted their love ones to come back. i really love this song cause i can feel the pain she's feeling and i pretty sure that guy is stupid to not make up to her. she says sorry so why don't you give her a chance? everyone makes mistake. you think you're so perfect but in fact, you're not. sorry there, i'm feeling a little bit emo. its just my love life. its been, well, 'hectic?' its just a stupid problem of mine, i'll survive just like my other stupid problems...

(11.05 PM) she says: hey

(11.05 PM) he says: heyya

(11.06 PM) she says: how's life?

(11.07 PM) he says: super i guess

(11.08 PM) she says: owh...

(11.08 PM) he says: how's yours?

(11.09 PM) she says: not that super.

(11.09 PM) she says: i'm in love with someone i'm with right now

(11.10 PM) he says: who could that be?

(11.11 PM) she says: that's you...

(11.11 PM) he is now Offline

and then she just cries all night long...
just another random thing i've done. please, just ignore me. i'm emo today...

HA-HA-HA-PY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ;D

2009-06-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! finally 14! i am so proud of myself ;) this is a post where i thanks everyone who gave me presents, greet me and even remembers my birthday. you guys made my day ;) i love you guys ;)

haha, i'm not 13 anymore, i'm 14. it got me thinking, everyone dies sooner or later. me getting old makes it happen closer. I should enjoy life while I still can. Thank people while I still can. Pray while I still can. Help while I still can. Learn while I still can. Laugh while I still can. Dream while I still can. Love while I still can. And most of all, to be around the people I love while I still can. I should always keep in mind, regardless of how far from a good person they might turn into once in a while, that I am surrounded by the best of all people possible and that I’m grateful for having them. And when I turn into a bad person, please know that I’m always, always, thankful for having and knowing you.

guess its time to grow up? pfft. yea right. i will still be a kid no matter what happens. i'll continue to have fun, do pranks, get into trouble and most importantly, being lazy (although i tired so hard to kick that laziness out of the window, i just can't) you can bet i won't grow up.

a way to stay healthy...

2009-06-07T00:56:00.000-07:00

hey! read this really weird and interesting fact;;

According to Austrian lung specialist Dr. Friedrich Bischinger, picking your nose and eating what you find is one of the best (and most inexpensive) ways of staying healthy. The doc goes on to say that people who pick their noses with their fingers were healthier, happier and probably better in-tune with their bodies.

"Medically it makes great sense and is a perfectly natural thing to do... When this mixture arrives in the intestines it works just like a medicine. Modern medicine is constantly trying to do the same thing through far more complicated methods," Dr. Bischinger notes. "People who pick their nose and eat it get a natural boost to their immune system for free."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! LOL!

so start picking your nose! HAHA its healthy!

urrgh!!!! get outta my head!!!

2009-06-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

lately i've been having some problems with my head. that gay wh*re, you know him, he keeps on getting in my head. all that i could say is sh*t. i don't even understand my own heart and head. my heart hates him SOOOO much but my head keeps on thinking bout him =.= love sucks, big time. i wish i've never met him, that'll will make my life even easier. i bet he's growing tall HAHA gerenti kli ah, indakn makin rendah??

i don't know. i'm confused and i'm hurt, big time. it makes me wanna cry wondering why does it has to end HAHA yea right. well, it does makes me wonder sometimes. sometimes, i just wish... umm, nevermind, its pretty stupid, if you ask me. the question is, why does he come back, in my head??

have you ever heard the pharse; 'there's no such thing as moved on. there's always a space for you in my heart'? of course you haven't heard of it, i made it up ;P well, mabye, just mabye, he's still there, way way WAY deep inside? but then, mr stripesss is my 1st in my heart <3 i know mr stripesss won't break my heart, he won't.

as time flies, i still think bout him. you know, the usual. how he's been doing, hows his life been doing, the usual. i still remembered that i once wish that he'll get hit by a truck WAWAWAWAWA that's how much i hate him. well, enough with this and lets just focus on what really matters, my future HAHAHA i made myself laugh ;P well, the good news is, well kinda, i'll TRY to bebaik-baikan dengan ia. sillaturahim jgn di putuskn! WAWAWAWA i'll try, that is what really matters. insya-allah but if things go wrong, so wrong, i got plan B. apanah plan B ku?? heh. you don't wanna know ;D

birthday shout-OUTS ;DD

2009-06-06T09:08:00.000-07:00

i gotta say i'm pretty, well, 'malas' kn update blog and greet everyone. pfft. i'm hopeless...

welll, happy belated birthday to;;;my good friend, HazwanZeyy (aka Hazwani)
my other good friend, Jannah
my lil' sis (yg ujunggggggggggg skali atu) p.s. jgn th marah klu bida ah. nda yg lain wh.my big sis Majidah

haha, my birthday is comming! weeeeeeeeee! can't wait being 14!

FINALLY!!! ;D

2009-06-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

ahhh... after all the time, searching for pictures, editing and stuffs, i've finally finished my 'picture project.' by the term 'picture project,' it means that its a project (that I made up) on emo pictures, yes, i love emo picturesss ;D to made it to one whole picture. get it?? let me just show you what I meant...
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo proud of myself! it took me a while to finished this. all those time, all those searching, all those waiting is worth for this. i gotta say it's okayyy lh... next one i'm planning on putting in my precious memories. insya-allah~

my birthday wish list ;D

2009-05-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

i'm just gonna update what i want for my birthday. inda lama kli ah! for those yg lupa or inda tau, its 12 June. HAHA semangat! anyways, below are what I want;

1. A LOT OF CHOCOLATES AND CANDIES
this a must for every year. what can I say? i'm totally addicted to sweet stuffs ;D

2. DAIM!

again, its a chocolate, I think... its been ages since our last bite, my dear ;P as you know, this chocolate is really expensive (for me lahh) and can't be found in brunei but I really want this SOOOOOOOO BADLY... sapa sja give this for my birthday, I'll love them forever!

3. a new pendrive
my pendrive cri psl. pfft. since I'm to 'karit kn keluarkn duit,' I want this as a gift HAHA. c nad kli ah, sapa jua inda kanal??

4. HELLO KITTY CONCERT TICKET

what can I say?? I'm still a kid, y'all.

5. linkin park/taylor swift/secondhand serenade album
any album, just any. I like them. YOU GUYS ROCK \m/>.<\m/

and now, here comes the EXTREME PRESENT!~ (makin d bwh, makin EXTREME!)

RED Ipod

hehe, I really want an Ipod. well, red is my favourite colour. who doesn't love a good BLOOD colour?? hehe, vampire kli ah! ;p

laptop

hehe. i bet even my parents won't buy me this but I decided to put it on my wish list! hehe. rugget tu eyh!

hehe, this is the most EXTREME birthday present ever. I chose this as the extreme-est and wanted-est among all cause I really loves him~ did I say him?? well, this is really obvious...

HIM!~

all I want is a day with him. hehe, you could say I'm really in love with him ;p hehe, censored kli ah! why I censored it because for those strangers, payah lgi kn d fikirkn sapa. for my friends, you know who he is ;ppp

the above are the things I want for my birthday. well, sapa sja give yg not listed on my list, its okay, asalkan ada present!

for birthday shout-outs, malas kn ku buat yo. lain kli sja ah?? bh, peace out!~

my stupid emo edited pics

2009-05-15T08:45:00.000-07:00

tdi, aku edit this pics. it looks the same to me O.o but I like it! i know, i know, emo jua. c Qillah suka nie... i'm not in the mood to edit my private pics so, I edit my favs. mesti tuu ada broken heart thingy! thanks Mitha for the link. bah, peace out!

can't get you outta my head ;)

2009-05-10T08:18:00.000-07:00

urgh!!! I hope you're happy. you just keep on gettin inside my head. pfft. okay, lets face it, I hate you for stealing my heart and I love you for making me laugh. oh, btw, udh kli ah ku confess! HAHAHAHA. astah, bnar kli ah! yea, i confessed to him but the weird part is, i love him even more ==". [warning; things might turn out unexpected] I confessed to him cause i can't stop thinking bout him. hilang concentration orang! after that, I liked him even more and keep on thinking bout him! I even follow him around ==". I even lost 5 pounds hahahaha nada eyh. you can call me a stalker or whatever, I don't care but I gotta tell ya I'm a pretty good stalker ;) WAWAWAWAWAWA! nada eyh!

continue on with my love life. if you guys wanna find out, here's some clues; he's freakin tall and by tall, I mean freakin, FREAKIN TALL! plus, he's hott. not to mention a basketball, futsal and a badminton player. oh and he's a swimmer. he can swim but he can't float! apakn?? he got a white bag, blue file and shoes. oh, and he's one of the house captain ;). did I give you much clues, oh I think I do ;) its so simple

whenever i see him, i don't see anyone else. i know, i know. I'm totally IN LOVE~ what? can a girl LOVE one of her seniors?? i keep on dreaming bout him. this sucks. you know what, he's like everywhere, I mean, REALLY EVERYWHERE. its deja vu all over again. it really is the best thing in the world but it hurts so much. i know that he won't love me back. HAHAHAHA emo. masih jua presentnya arh aku ==". malas kn ku bgi. you know what, he's like my first love. I can't get him out and I don't wanna get him out of my head. i want to watch him from a distance yet be close to him. he's the reason why I keep on listening to 'jiwang' songs. I even write his name everywhere ==". vandalism th bnar. INDA BAIK TUU!

btw, happy belated birthday to;

my big sis, Kanoy
Amal and,

Sham! personally, I like this pic =)))

oh, and happy mother's day!

just can't seem to catch a break

2009-04-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

it's already 10 and i wanna sleep... still, i have to update cause lama udh inda beupdate.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SENIOR KWANG!~ *he's the blue shirt spiky hair guy*

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FIKS!~ *he's the one yg bepose*

what to post... welcome back amy. siuk th australia? gila, kelemarin kelemarin ada this japanese guy, Kome Yanadi ( i think...) visit 8p. he is adorable... haha. kami 8ps inda lama lgi buat drama and they want me to rewrite the script. gila. i haven't start... hehe... my english teacher bagi balik my essay and guess what? there was no mistakes at all! i was like yippe!~ ingat sanang kn dptkn tu? so, tdi ku sent my essay. inda lama lgi parents teacher meet and my daddy ikut... ala... my songs arh pendrive udh reach 192. kn reach kn ke 200. btw, skulah buka udh...

bh, that's all. I tried to be as random as possible.

friday to 13, 3 guy and poklens!

2009-03-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

as you all know, its friday to 13. oh my god! its friday to 13! haha. lagging. i was going to use the computer but then the stupid mouse didn't work. palui kli eh. i have a work to do for the press club thing but i couldn't finish because a) the dumb mouse didn't work and b) i didn't have my pendrive. damn. malas kn ku skulah ugama besuk wh but then i have nothing to do then except washing the clothes. pfft. so i just skulah lh but inda pyh skulah on monday.

man, he's hot. i didn't realise it until he wore glasses. i was like, wow. man, he's hot. i now know that i'm falling for him cause a) i keep on talking bout him and b) i just can't take my mind of him. damn it. now i can't talk to him the way i use to talk to him. now, i like 3 guys. the 1st guy, he already graduate from ms. the 2nd guy, he kinda likes me and i like him. the 3rd guy, he's one of my seniors. my friends were like, shame on you, nad! urgh. so what if i like 3 guys. its not like i'm going to marry all 3 of them, right??

before the stupid mouse broke down, i google-ed poklen. one of the articles said that to be a poklen, you have to look and sound KARAS. know how to do that? i don't which is really hard. i thought poklens are the people who wrote LiK3 ThIzzz. its really hard to master poklen's language. i got a poklen friend who's really handal at this poklen stuff. damn, it took me a long time to read what's he's saying. poklen is also a large group of people, min 7 people, hanging out at a place like the mall. so klu nampak 10 people hanging out at the mall, jgn th ucap dorang atu. leave them alone. poklen can be brunei emos as well. i got to admit, emos are pretty cool but brunei emos are poklen people. why do they do that? i just wish that people would be normal so i can understand what are they talking bout.

story of my life

2009-03-12T03:57:00.000-07:00

today, ugama abis exam. whoohoo!~ but, amali agama ada hutang. pfft. damn. i wish aku inda payah skulah hari sabtu but hari isnin kampen kebersihan. pfft, again.

today, ada sport selection. yay!~ the sad thing is we year 7 and 8 people ke padang kebajikan and its on the afternoon. pfft. to think that i would greet my seniors. the day was really hot. thank god i brought my sister's cap. hari ani, aku kana lanja oleh fatin, isyraq and qylah. thank you guys! shotputt, ok lh... shazy said that byk org cari aku. why? because aku bejalan-jalan. now, why? because ada him! i thought aku inda tejumpa that guy because ia arh belapan, but wow! oh my god, he is so hot but hotter with his glasses. i was like, keep on looking at him from a distance but staring him really close. man, he's hot. bah, bah, i'll stop to talk bout him, well, i'll try. haha. i can't believe qylah lupa my pendrive! damn! congrats to aslin, farhan, hazim, sham, izat and ling for winning the race. congrats to the other peeps whoever won the race and shotputt. talking bout ling, congrats for your scholarship thingy!

arh bus, nothing much. we played truth or dare. c isyraq dare me to say the word 'i love you' arh c adib. i say, sure, masih ku hidup tu. lets just hope he didnt take it seriously.

9th March

2009-03-09T00:27:00.000-07:00

what day is today? its maulud nabi!~ Whoohoo!~ if today is maulud nabi then today is a holiday!~ yay!

also, this is 9th of march aka my lil bro Amir bday!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIR!~

i've come to settle the rumor...

2009-03-05T17:27:00.000-08:00

just like what the title says, i've come to settle the rumor. dude, for the last time, I'm not falling for Adib! even if we're both left-handed & klu ck tukar tmpt duduk kami, mest hampir tu & some other reasons i don't like to mention, it doesn't mean that we are so-called 'destined to be together~' you know what, c filzah said that he likes me because the way he talk to me is different from the other girls! dude, he likes someone else! Besides, why would i like a guy who is shorter and younger than me, right?? Walaupun if he include my name on his personal message, it doesn't mean that he likes me or sumthing and besides, i dare him to do that ;P

bday greetings

2009-02-25T05:12:00.000-08:00

sorry i've haven't been updating much... u know, been busy with school lately... i mean, we form 2s this year have this spe exam n we were the first one to try it... i mean, we were like learning upper forms subject. S**t!!

well, here's an UPDATE!!!~ happy 25th silver jubilee national day!!!~ man, thats a mouthful... (for me lh~~~) and to those who were having their belated birthday who were mentioned below:-

1.Hjh -23th-
2.Elaine -24th-
3.Fizah -25th-

happy belated bday!~

sorry peeps!

2009-02-11T06:04:00.000-08:00

to all peeps ah, sorry that aku jrg update blog ku... the truth is my comp rusak wh... i have to wait a long time for my comp kana baiki... charger hp ku lgi rosak... thank you ah haz! so, bgi org yg limpas bdaynya that i mention down:-

Adib
Shazana
Farhan Big
Fatin
Senior K
my lil sis, Ana
Qylah

happy belated bday!~ btw, if you right-click on my blog, a special box appears! XP

for fun beybeh!~

2009-01-04T03:58:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps!~ i was checking my e-mail and i found this really cool sentences... here, i'll show you~

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Being happy is the priority of living,
If u wanna be sad,
Be sad 4 something thats worth it.

cool right?? there's this also cool infos... of course, most of this infos are for girls...

Did U no kissing is healthy
Its good to cry
Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
Lying is actually unhealthy
94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
Its impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed!
Chocolate will make you feel better!
Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing.
Boys arent worth your tears
89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move
Only apply mascara to your top lashes
We ALL love suprises!!

im just posting this for ya'all who are nervous for the first day of school!!!~ yea baby!~ well, im not that happy but, at least i can see him~ well, i hope so~ ok, happy tomorow-is-the-1st-day-of-school!~

happy new year~

2009-01-02T23:43:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps~ just want to say,

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

ok, so this is what happens on my new year~

i did stay up late till midnight~
i didn't watch a midnight movie with my family~
i didn't do the new year countdown~
i did text my friends
i made a dump wish~
i fail to stay up all night~
a new one, i made a new year swear~ i just hope i can do it~

so there you go~ my new year~ its simple and um, dull, but its my simple and dull new year~ oh, btw, yesterday was a very special day for someone~

to my fav bikini bottom citizen, happy 10th birthday~ yay spongebob!~
I guess you party all night long~ XP

the all time fav, 101 questions~

2008-12-28T06:34:00.000-08:00

1. What's your name?
-Naadhirah

2. Do you like your name? Why or why not?
-like duh i like my name, who wouldn't?

3. What's your favorite color?
- ALL, I REPEAT ALL!

4. What's your favorite band/singer?
- heh... byk2 lh~

5. What's your favorite song?
- a japanese song. if i tell u, u wouldn't know! clue; its the one that i used for my welcome-ing thingy~

6. Do you have any pets? If so, what are they? What are their names?
- let me tell ya, A LOT OF CATS!

7. What color are the walls in your room?
- plain and white with some drawings my lil sis and lil bro did....

8. Do you have any siblings? If so, are they older or younger? What gender? How many?
- just 7. 3 OLDER, WAY OLDER, sis, 2 lil sis and 2-will-be-hot-someday-lil-bro... i wish i hav a big bro!

9. Do you hate your life? Why or why not?
- sometimes, i do but my life isnt that perfect...

10. What are your fetishes?
- huh? what, huh?

11. Who do you love?
- my friends, my family and of course, him~ kiss kiss!

12. Are you a virgin?
- like duh im a virgin! what kind of stupid question is that!?!

13. Do you have any STDs?
- huh?

14. Are you ugly or pretty?
- i dont know~ ask people lh~

15. Are you fat or skinny?
- heh. what?

16. Are you bulimic/anorexic?
- ok, what?

17. What's your favorite food?
- chocolates, ice-creams, candies and all of that sweet stuff, not salty!

18. What labels would you use to describe yourself?
- HYPERR~

19. Do you wish you had more/less friends? Or are you happy with the amount of friends you have?
-dude, im happy with my friends...

20. Do you like records, tapes, CDs, or mp3s best?
- i like computers, does that count?

21. Do you have any talents? What are they?
- heh, u dont wanna know~

22. Do you play any instruments? What are they?
- well ,soon-to-play drums!~ they're cool!~

23. What song are you listening to right this very instant?
- just, well, nothing... my parents are watchin a movie so i dont wanna be rude~

24. Have you ever cybered before?
- huh? dude, what kind of question is that??

25. Have you ever kissed someone that has the same gender as you?
- dude, im not les~

26. Are you stupid or smart?
- middle. i considered myself lucky to get 5A...

27. What kind of music do you like?
- a lot...

28. Do you have any regrets?
- dude, im a gemini. geminis always have regrets...

29. Do you wish you could go back in time to fix all your mistakes?
- i would love to but, its too risky to do that. who knows what will happen in the future?

30. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
- heh, i rather not answer that *wink wink*

31. Do you hate chatspeak?
- whats that?

32. Are you a PM/grammar/anything else Nazi?
- huh?

33. Do you have AIM, Yahoo, or MSN?
- just MSN...

34. Do you have your own website?
- i have a blog. does that count?

35. Have you ever hacked or spammed someone?
- heh. *wink wink*

36. Have you ever lied about yourself online?
- mabye~ (A)

37. Have you ever called someone you met online?
- yeah...

38. Do you know how to swim?
- nope. i want a HOT lifeguard to save me so im planning to dont know how to swim...

39. What is your biggest fear?
- losing all of my precious...

40. What is your stupidest fear?
- heh. why would i tell u that??

41. How old are you?
- 15-2=13 yay! im good in maths!

42. Do you do your homework?
- not always... slalu last minute lh~

43. Do you dream at night?
- like duh~

44. Do you daydream when you're supposed to be paying attention?
- a lot of times~

45. Do you have a hitlist?
- whats a hitlist?

46. Have you ever lied to someone?
- heh. *wink wink*

47. Have you ever had an abortion?
- why would i do that?!?

48. Do you like George W. Bush?
- i hate him! Obama rules!

49. Have you ever murdered someone?
- heh. *wink wink*

50. Do you want to be famous someday?
- being famous could be fun...

51. Are you normal?
- hehe... just some average normal girl who wants to be bigfoot, a pure-blooded vampire that gots a spilt personality~ oh, and married to a handsome fellow named money!

52. Are you popular?
- i dont know~

53. Do you have an iPod?
- nope. why would i want it? i mean, i want it if someone gives me one but i dont need it~

54. Do you like the color yellow?
- who doesnt?

55. Do any colors scare you?
- huh? ok, now thats the stupid-est question i've ever heard! what? running out of questions?

56. Are you afraid of the dark?
- nope

57. Do you have a shadow?
- like duh~

58. Do you have a reflection?
- a very SEXY reflection~

59. Are you insane?
- so WHAT?? i am a rockstar! i got my rock moves! and i dont care bout that!

60. Do you have any mental illnesses?
- heh...

61. Have you ever worn a straight jacket?
- what?

62. Do you like domos or ninjas more?
- what are domos?

63. What's your favorite TV show?
- oprah!~

64. What languages do you speak?
- many~

65. What's your favorite movie?
- a lot!

66. Who's your favorite actor?
- heh...

67. Have you ever had beer/smoked a cigarette/taken drugs?
- what the hell?? dude, no!

68. Are you saving sex for marriage?
- like duh~

69. Have you ever touched a condom?
- whats that?

70. Do you want to get married one day?
- like duh~

71. Are you planning on having children when you get older?
- mabye. i can adopt children, right?

72. I love you. Do you love me?
- whoa. this is too early~ you love me? wiat, everybody loves me~

73. Do you like online life or real life more?
- both~

74. Who would you like to stay by your side?
- the people i love~

75. What country do you live in?
- Brunei Darussalam beybeh!

76. Do you cuss?
- whats that??

77. How many floors does your house have?
- just 2

78. Do you have your own room or do you have to share it with someone?
- i share it~

79. Are planning on going to/already going to/finished college?
- oxford baby!~ if not, Cambridge beybeh!~

80. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- just a very rich billionaire~

81. Do you have a best friend?
- nope. i have best friendS~

82. Do you like talking on the phone?
- not really~ abiskn duit sja~

83. Are you moody?
- huh?

84. Do you cut yourself?
- cut as in kill myself?

85. Has anyone that you know ever committed or attempted suicide?
- what? I don’t know, pal~

86. Have you ever thought about killing yourself?
- I don’t think so~

87. Have you ever overdosed on medicine?
- nope

88. Do you like school?
- not really~ I hate the learning and writing part~

89. Do you like cheese?
- who doesn’t?

90. Have you ever eaten part of a human being?
- hehe~

91. Do you masturbate?
- whats that?

92. Do you watch hentai/porn?
- Accidently~

93. How many blog accounts do you have?
- just 1

94. Have you ever stalked someone? If so, where and when?
- hehe~ u don’t wanna know~

95. Have you ever been stalked by someone?
- mabye~

96. What stores do you just have to go to when you go to the mall?
- funbread and DQ! Oh, and best eastern~

97. Do you have job? If so, what is it?
- dude, I too young to have a job!

98. Do you want to travel to a different country someday? If so, which country?
- yes. All country!

99. Do you have cable?
- huh?

100. Do you like VH1 or MTV better?
- I like animax better than both of this. Does that count?

101. What the most embarassing moment you ever had?
- heh. u don’t wanna know~

who do you like?? vamipre knight version~

2008-12-27T01:29:00.000-08:00

heyy y'all! i just wanna ask y'all who do you prefer at vampire knight?? i'm just doing this for fun~

the nominees for hottest guy in the anime vampire knight are...

the hot-soon-to-be-vampire, Zero Kiryuu

Zero's hot twin brother, Ichiru Kiryuu

the hot vice dorm president, Takuma Ichijo

the hot mysterious Kaname Kuran

the hot Akatsuki Kain aka wild-senpai

the hot-troublemaker Aido Hanabusa aka idol senpai

and lastly...

the hot quiet model, Shiki Senri

of course, i like all of them cause, well, they're HAWT!!! of course, below here is my list of my fav male character from 1st place to the 7th place

Zero Kiryuu~ man, he's hot~
Takuma Ichijo~ he's nice and hot!
Shiki Senri~ well, he is a model!
Aido Hanabusa~ i don't know why he's my 4th fav O.o
Akatsuki Kain~ he's ON FIRE!!!
Kaname Kuran~ he's hot but, not my type lh~
lastly, Zero's twin brother, Ichiru Kiryuu. he's okayy but, really not my type~ besides, he's torturing his own brother

so, just text me or something to vote! just vote the hottest and not-so-hot nominee... that way, it will be easier, right??

tagged~~

2008-12-26T03:17:00.000-08:00

tagged by sheena, again~

each blogger must post these rules.
blogger must being with ten facts about them.
other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves. you must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.it is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards, letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:-

ONE - the name's NadYra
TWO - loves chocolates and ice-creams
THREE - tall, very tall
FOUR - very hyper
FIVE - childish
SIX - not so bright on subjects
SEVEN - went to mspsbs eventhough im not so smart. hey, i just got lucky, believe me~
EIGHT - kinda hates my life
NINE - wanna go to japan~
TEN - love him~

i tagged anyone... mls lgi kn d pikir...

tagged~

2008-12-26T03:08:00.000-08:00

tagged by sheeena~

1. each bloger must post this rules.
2. each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3. other blogger who are also tagged must also state rules and ten facts about themselves.
4. you must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5. it is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

the real name is Naadhirah, not NadYra
really, really, REALLY, hyper~
loving him~
very childish
live in a normal world in a normal life without hot vampires~ T-T *snif snif*
not really that smart~
waiting... waitng... waiting for what?
loves to laugh
dont like salty food~
loves sweet stuffs!

i tagged sis noy, sis majid, wendy, iffah, amy, myth, zeyy, and anyone... i know less than 10 orgnya... its because i cant think of anyone else...

just for fun, again!

2008-12-25T06:50:00.000-08:00

why now i love you more? why now i miss you more? why now i wanted you so much? why do fate pick the wrong time for me to love you the most? you're graduating next year so, is it possible to see you that often again? is it? what i really gonna miss is that smile of yours. i can't help it, i am deeply in love with you...

WTH??

just something i do for fun... hey, wanna hear another one?

why do i love you? i wonder... i've always ask this question again and again... so, why do i love you? maybe its because your smile. you smile, and i blushed. so, is it because your smile? maybe its the way you are. we are alike, somehow... maybe its because the way you solve problems eventhough you're the one who started it... so, the reason i love you is a mystery? it can't be cause, well, i dont know why... love doesnt need a reason. so, if you like a boy because of his looks but then he lost his good looks, will you still love him? so, love doesnt really need a reason. its just a reason for you to unlove him/her anymore...

p.s. when i wrote this, it doesnt mean that its all true, well, some of it... XP just find out yourself!

adi ku besunat...

2008-12-25T06:26:00.000-08:00

adi ku udh besunat! yay!!! XP katanya sakit besunat wh... haha, ku tanya jua tuu~lama pulang tuu but i kept on forgotten untuk d crita kn... ia was a very early morning which aku masih d katil, tdor2... yg ikut sja mama ku, bapa ku, kaka ku yg ketiga or we like to call her, kaka majid and my brother yg kn besunat ari atu... believe me when i tell you this, they have to go to Belait! yea, i know, knapa jauh2 sedangkn hospital ripas ampir sja? well, i dont know that...

i asked some stupid and silly questions but my oldest sis, well, more stupid-er and silly-er questions! well, im proud, lil bro, well, almost... it takes courage and manliness to face the music. now, he is manly~ no more briefs, yea, lil bro? haha, wear boxers!

p.s. my lil bro name is Asyraf. i will someday post about my family.

25th December

2008-12-25T06:09:00.000-08:00

to all of my christian friends and whoever celebrates Christmas,

MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

so, whats my plan for new year? you know, same old, same old...

stay up late till midnight
watch a midnight movie with my sisters and sometimes, brothers
new year countdown
text my friends at midnight *new one*
make a dump wish~
try to stay up all night *this one always fails...*

so, i guess thats it... one more thing, happy birthday to my beloved friend's boyfriend, who is also my friend, Apeep! *applause!*

p.s. to the girlfriend of the guy named apeep, i'm not sure if this is his birthday...

just read...

2008-12-17T22:42:00.000-08:00

why, why this holiday is the most boring one yet?? i need some excitement in life as well! all i do is watch tv, play ps2 and internet surfing... waa~~~ since this holiday start, aku tdor akhir sja... i mean, almost midnight?? that is soooooooooooooooooooooo way past my average sleep time... if only fairytales are real... if they are, every midnight i will be a pretty witch with ugly stepsisters! muahahahahaha! or i'll be a princess with a lot of bling bling! haha... all i want is a great life, oh, with him~~~~~~~~ *blush blush* haha... can a girl dream here?? huh??

btw, i'm working on my new story. its about romance, again, with comedy! let me give a little preview. its about a girl and a guy got switch bodies! why do they switch bodies, i haven't figure out that yet... that guy happens to be the girl's crush and she's watching that guy from a distance, so both of them don't really know each other. the more the guy knows about the girl's past, dreams, hope, and whatever, the more he likes that girl. of course, the girl is totally naive~ at the end, well, i haven't pick which is better. do you prefer happy ending or sad ending? of course, this will be the most challenging story i've ever done. i usually do romance with sad endings or triangle love so, why not do a more challenging story?

my fav story that i've ever done is about, well, sad endings and triangle love. lets just say one of the main character died from a cancer... its so twisted and sweet and really, i mean, really, sad... just when good things started coming, the worst came.

so, i guess thats the update for today! babai~

new skin...

2008-12-16T23:04:00.000-08:00

i got a new skin!!! yay~ u know what? the previous one wh, i dont really like it but why did i pick it? they're animated!!!~ yay~ this one is simple yet cool lh, i guess... so, thats all...

just some boring post...

2008-12-14T22:22:00.000-08:00

[today's update!]- uh... nevermind... this day might be the dull-est and boring-est day ever... -.-"

darn it, i wanna sleep... i lost my hyper-ness today... waa... *i even dont got the energy to cry*

open-minded test

2008-12-13T21:01:00.000-08:00

heyyyy~ i took this open-minded test cause, well, a LOT, i repeat, a LOT, said that im not open minded! guess what? i got 49% out of 100% *duh* tell me, am i not that open minded??

anyways, here's the [link] for whoever wanted to take the test... its simple and easy...

the moon

2008-12-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps~~~ did you know that yesterday's night, the moon was bigger and brighter? its really cool... it was on 10pm till sunday morning...

k, thats proves it, i'm bored...

pmb results...

2008-12-13T20:51:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps~~~ pmb results udh kluar~~~ here's a [link] for y'all to download~

WEEEE~ HYPER~

2008-12-13T02:32:00.000-08:00

wee~~~
i'm hyper~~~
yay~~~
meow~~~
i miss tasty~~~
wee~~~
lalalala~~~

fun,fun!~~~
yay~~~~
(=^_^=)
yippee~~~

a japanese song

2008-12-13T01:58:00.000-08:00

hey peeps! i got this really cool japanese song called sen no yoru wo koete by aqua timez *apparently the band are poklen people* here's an english translation for this song!
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I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world
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this song is for my crush! XP and for the peeps out there having a love problem... k, peace out!

today's update!

2008-12-13T01:19:00.000-08:00

next year i won't be able to see you... i've always watch you from a distant, doing your stuff. i like all about you... i wish everyday you would notice me, that i exists. i know that i'm a stranger to you but i wish i wasn't... i wanted to talk to you, even the subject is the boring-est subject ever. all i want to do is to see you as near as i can... you were some of the things i wanted to go to school... tell me, can i love you?

one big thing, WTH?? haha... just doing this for fun~~~ u all know me, peeps! haha~~~ since i dont know what to post, why not i post this?? oh yea, my 2nd BIG sis, just came back from japan. u know the student exchange thing? she got in. another thing bout my 2nd and 3rd BIG sis, just got their so called 'misai2', is no more. wait, why am i telling you this?? once more, why am i calling it 'misai2' when basicly its not 'misai2'?? just something to do today~

p.s. about the emo-loner-stalker like thing up there, i am not a EMOISH-LONER-STALKER KIND OF GIRL! just doing it for fun for my unoticeable feelings towards him~ haha...

nokia 888

2008-12-09T20:54:00.000-08:00

hey~~~ there's this new cool mobile phone called nokia 888. its like the latest of the latest! it is thin, i mean really, thin as a PAPER! It uses liquid battery, speech recognition, flexible touch screen, touch sensitive body cover which lets it understand and adjust to the environment. for more information, go to this link. here's a picture of nokia 888.

now here's a video of nokia 888

p.s. this is all true! i guess...

PENGUINS!

2008-12-08T05:22:00.000-08:00

some people are dog person and cat person. some people prefer cats, dog, birds, and other pets. know what i like? PENGUINS!!! aren't they cute? i would like to have a penguin as a pet but im afraid they would die~ XP down here are some of the penguin pictures i got~

aren't they cute?? i would really love whoever got me a penguin or take me to see them~ i like how cute they are, the way they walk, and everything!!!~ k, peace out~ PENGUINS!

p.s. will try to upload more pics...

today's update...

2008-12-07T19:53:00.000-08:00

[today's update] - please, im tired to do today's update... besides, i dont know what to update~ while i'm thinking what to update, here's a twilght movie for you to download...

p.s. i didnt watch twilight cause im tired, as always... =.=

new skin...

2008-12-07T04:24:00.000-08:00

heyy y'all~ i got a STINKIN COOL SKIN!!! i like all of it~~~ why i pick this?? well, because its cool, cute, and bring in the real me~~~ yes, i'm a childish kid and proud of it! of course, i like the previous one but its too black and bring in the emo me... well, at least i'm helping the world... XP sorry ah, u have to scroll right~ still, have fun!!! be careful! the bees sting! :P k, i think thats it~ of course, this was all for fun~

p.s. will update more soon!

my dreams~

2008-12-04T23:41:00.000-08:00

heyy peeps~ u know im bored sooo,i'm posting this for fun, again. u dont mind me using m.i.b *melayu inggeris(english, i dont know how to spell it in malay~) becampur* ryte?? cool~ the acting principle of ms taught me that~ anyways, what to post?

i got just the thing~ i've been having these weird dreams lately and its not because of something i ate! one time, i dreamt that im dating one of my seniors and my other senior fight with the one that im dating over me! whoa! and to top that, a total stranger came and i suddenly fell in love with him and we skipped away, leaving both of my seniors. to top all of this, my crush suddenly became the storyteller, saying, "and they lived happily ever after. the end" whoa! it makes u wanna laugh~

this other time, i dreamt that ms was having one of the end-of-year-fun-festival and they done it well, too well~ there was a day *in my dream* were Qylah, a friend of mine, and me fight, chinese style, to two boys who i forgotten who their are. we were like kung-fu-ing and fighting and we were good. of course, i won~ still, Qylah, a friend of mine, was a pretty good fighter. i mean, O.O, since when she's that good? haha~ there also this one time ms become a mall! i mean, whoa! can this dream get any weirder and greater? yes, it does. they got the cutest gift shop! oh, did i mention ALL, i repeat, All, was STINKIN FREE! wow! they got the cutest little teddy bear~ to end this really cool festival, ms got a prom! at gym! at night! everyone was looking really pretty and shiny~ i was wearing a pretty blue one! or i think its blue~ haha. my friends look amazing with their gowns and that. to top this amazing dream, my crush ask me to dance! wow~ i wish this was all true~

the latest dream of mine was a korean-ghost-movie~ WOW! it was scary, i guess... it was about a girl *lets just call her ace* who was set up by her friends to go to her nightmare! of course, her friends taught it was funny~ then, ace met a ghost that said she could get revenge for her but all she needs was a DEAD body. few days later, ace kill herself! the 1st victim was a guy. he got killed by a train which ripped his body... eww~ of course, the others was scared~ then, next was a girl. she got killed by the ghost ripped her heart out in an elavator... then, i think it was a guy got killed by cut his head out! at the shower! the last was ace's best friend which was a girl saw the ghost. it was no ghost, it was a souless ace's body which was controlled by the ghost! that body said that she did it all~ the last one ran and ran but she was killed but she wasnt brutally killed, the was just being stabbed at the front, making it look like she suicide... why the ghost did that? at the end, all of them died. still, the end was the ghost doesnt use ace's body, she used her best friend's body! thats why the last victim wasnt kill brutally cause the ghoat needs a new body to use~ there she set to put a stop to grudges...

there you go, the dreams that i remembered! the scary movie was a little brutal... haha, i hope you're having fun reading this!

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tagged! one of my favourites~

2008-12-04T23:33:00.000-08:00

write your full name with your elbow. no backspacing. tag 10 people to do this.

dyhg noor naadhirah bte awg jhmqahyud

haha~ that was fun~~ still, only the 1st and the last letters got mistakes~ whoohoo~ go me! mexican wave~ haha... i tag myth, zeyy, iffah, nina, mel, senior k, sheena, sam, yousuf and wendy!

TAGGED!

2008-12-04T23:26:00.000-08:00

tagged by my big sis, noy

1. take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
2. don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture.
3. post that picture with NO editing.
4. post the picture with these instructions.
5. tag 7 people to do this.
6. no tag backs.

sori y'all ah~ i dont have a pic~ muahahahahaha! *evil laugh*

i tag anyone who wanted to do this~ whoohooo~ im a nice girl~

for fun~

2008-12-02T03:16:00.000-08:00

school ends, hols starts,
i feel so happy now,
now i can shop at marts,
till someone says wow!

just a little poem i made up... XP
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy but sad as well... booohoo~ still, twilight is comming and im planning to go watch it with my friends at the mall... yay!!! btw, here's a youtube account
yg slalu ku liat videonya... haha, he's funny!

got tagged~ T-T

2008-12-02T02:29:00.000-08:00

what's the relationship of you with him/her?
-who? ahh~ you mean him~ well, i like him~ *blush blush*

5 impression towards him/her?
-ah?? in english please... wait, this is english... XP

the most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
-why do you wanna know?? jealous??

the most memorable thing that she/he done to you?
-all...

if she/he becomes your lover, you will...
- OMG!!! btw, who are we talking bout??

if she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
-waa~ T-T

if she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on...
-hmm... he's perfect but nobody's perfect so he's almost perfect XP

if she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
- idk~

the most desirable things to do on him/her is?
-idk~

the overall impression on him/her is?
-wait, i forgot who is 'him'~

how do you think people around you feel about you?
- idk. hyper, active and annoying??

the character of you about yourself is?
- got split personality

contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
- ah??

the most ideal person you wanna be is?
- be me

for the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
- hugs and kisses!

10 peoples you tag.
1. mel
2. haz
3. nina
4.myth
5.yousof
6.senior k
7.sam
8.wendy
9.bah
10.anyone who wanted to do this~

who is No.2 having relationship with?
-hehe... mrh krg ia

No.3 is a female or male?
-a female. duh. or is she a he?? XP

if No.7 and No.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- idk.

how about No.5 and No.8?
-bout what?

is No.4 single?
-mabye...

say something about No.6...
-senior k!!! *waiting for you to be online, and somebody else ^-^*

a poem

2008-11-28T22:06:00.000-08:00

When the leaves have fallen on the ground,

The bees and birds go round and round,

Nowhere to go, nowhere to stay,

How can the Squirrels go out and play?

A trickle of water is hard to find,

Food is scarce, everyone's losing their mind,

the polar caps are melting,

Islands are sinking,

When the heat is so strong,

What else can go wrong?

Earthquakes, Tsunamis and volcanoes have erupted,

Millions of lives have been disrupted,

Mothers panic, children cry,

All fathers just mutter, "goodbye"

In a second, all living things die,

Sad isn't it? Makes you want to sigh.

hehe, ku curi dri ms youth punya blog... XP

waa~ tagged again~

2008-11-26T05:58:00.000-08:00

waa~ got tagged, again~

Tagged by sam...
each blogger must post these rules.
blogger must being with ten facts about them.
other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves. you must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.it is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards, letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:-

ONE -im hyper
TWO - i'm single but loving him~
THREE - dramatic but not that girlie!
FOUR - outdoors rules!
FIVE - a good annoyer
SIX- loves people
SEVEN - talkative but shy at first...
EIGHT - i became the pintu arh drama!!! yay!!!
NINE - school rules but learing sucks
TEN - kredit ku mansuh!!! waa~

I tagged this 10 ppl :-
-sheena
-yousof
-mel
-nina
-senior k
-Hazwani
-iffah
-bah
-wendy
-anyone who wanted this...

i got tagged, again

2008-11-26T05:13:00.000-08:00

tagged by myth

Name the latest book you bought.
i dont buy books, i read them!

What is your full name?
why do u wanna know?? are u a stalker?? OMG!!!

Name the person you want to meet in real life or for the first time.
well... someone who makes me feel safe besides HIM!

Christina or Britney?
Christina! whoohoo~

Do you do your own laundry?
nah, i dry them...

The most exciting place you wanna go?
Pluto!!!

Hugs or kisses?
Both!!!!

8 things I am passionate about:

annoyed peeps
hyper-ing
be both nice and mean at a same time... WTH??
surf
watch youtube
kill zombies!!! whooohoo~
lookie at the fishy~
be too dramatic!

8 things you say too often:

what the hell??
whoa!
yippee~
u know mee~
tasty!!
yay!!
hah-ha
u're so mean!

8 books i've read recently:

twilight
the secret
next year textbooks
this??
new moon
hm... a script??
subtitles??
books??

8 songs i could listen to over and over again:

littlest thing
potential breakup song
whine up
bow chi ke wawa, chi ke wawa, bow chi ke wawa, wawa! *get it??*
keroro!
hairspray soundtrack??
nightmares before Christmas soundtrack??
sadly, ms song...

8 things i learned last year:

twilight is comming!!
i like a lot of guys...
he's not mr.perfect
Qylah's so called 'super-magical-healing-supreme-plaster' isnt so 'super-magical-healing-supreme-plaster'
i miss him sooo much
i want a new phone!
i cried all night long if i think of the painful past... WTH??
love is painful...

8 people I tag:

Iffah
Zeyy
Myth *again! no offense, mit! ;D*
Senior K
Nina
Mel
sam
anyone who wanted to do this...

i got tagged

2008-11-26T05:05:00.000-08:00

tagged by iffah ;D

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2) Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing
4) Post these instruction with your picture.

too bad my pc rejected the pics... haha ;D

5) Tag 5 people to do this

i tagged myth, haz, senior k, wendy and sam!

To my dearest FREIND

2008-11-21T23:41:00.000-08:00

Nad,you know I love you, and I know that you love me too. ;D But to say this, it was a bit hard but being a sarcastic self I am, I'm gonna say this real cool.

I hate, or moreover, dislike, the layout you...eh...recommended. But I like this one so much and since I didn't use this for my blog and you wanted the new layout, I chose this. :D You must be bangga of my decision, right, sweetheart? ;D

Haha, sorry, if you don't like, I can take it off and reused the...urgh...layouts you recommended, with a quote, but the truth is, HTML nya nda ku paham. So I settled for this one. Enjoy!

Please, don't be too stubborn. I know you love this layout. Kankankan? *kirai*

Edited: Oh, and I have just realized that there is something wrong with your Cbox. Since I'm no pro in HTML, mind to get a new one? :D Real sorry. I'm not good with Cbox, that was why aku pakai ShoutMix.

november

2008-11-20T17:06:00.000-08:00

i really gonna miss form 2s... why?? they're having their ssru yesterday... it last till, well, at the end of november! waa~ my bus isnt that hyper without the form 2s... i mean, iffah always hyper-ing with me n hellyati is talkative n yuni always asks questions n amirah is like my lil sis n faizul, well, this is hard. faizul is the one who bring mystery to the bus, i guess... waa~ i miss u guys~ well, we can meet next year, if thats a good thing... good luck, u guys!

1h is going to have a party to celebrate shaz won the speech competition, mitha won the reading competition, the boys got 2nd place at the badminton tournament, the girls got into the semi-finals, n we already finished both of our exam. we were planning to bring ck amirah O.o... then, suruh ck lanja kami! XP its either at the mall or pantai muara at 28th nov. amal was planning to bring her bf XP i was planning to wear my black shirt or red shirt without wearing tudong...

im going to enter the plastic molding or sumthing like that. they said i paint it good... i still remember when i painted my hands... it was so black with polka-dots... my pe uniform is really dirty n all of that... i was so happy that day until we were said that we escaped... still, the whole day ok...

and that the november i cant forget, i guess... i'll post more bout the nov if i remembers...

xoxoxo,
nad

netball tournament

2008-11-20T16:25:00.000-08:00

yesterday was one of the greatest day of my school life. my class made it though semi-finals of the netball tournament! i dont know why im so happy cause alum masuk finals, happy tarus... we were fighting with 1p. to tell u the truth, we almost lost our hope cause ling got her leg sakit n 1p was really, really good... amal was pushing me pressure! i was sooo into pressure n tired! the score sama wh (3-3) n then the game leads to a sudden death... one last shoot that makes the players tried their best n the crowds cheering like there's no tomorrow... i almost lost hope when 1p got the ball. still, i shot the winning goal! the crowds was cheering n my class was screaming n running n jumping n hugging n too happy n hyper! amal, our captain, cried. we got into a group hug n jumping so happily. the crowds was screaming 1h! i was sick when i was playing... zetty gave me one dollar cause well, i dont know... when we went up, the crowds was screaming. even when we went out, the people was restless... congrats to heartcore (1h) n the other classes for getting into the semi-finals... to the other team who didnt fight with us, im sure u guys did great. to 1n and 1p, thanks for the great game. u guys were really great. wish us luck for the semi-finals! i love u all!

xoxoxo,
nad

my jiwang questions

2008-11-19T17:13:00.000-08:00

heyy there peeps! im posting this cause im bored. there's this guy who likes me but he's my cousin's bf! i know, he's a playboy. to tell u the truth, this is already history but im posting this cause im bored... so, down here are questions i ask myself.

will he love me?
can he be trusted?
do i love him?
is it wrong for me to love him?
will he be better?
can i give my heart to him?
will he be right for me?
can i be in love again?
will he protect me?
will he cherishs me?
will he be loyal?
will i cry for him?
is he different from the other guys?
will he be nice to me?
will i love him?
can i break his heart again?
will i become different for him?
is this love?
will he cry for me?
why do he love me for me?
yes or no?

i know, its sooooooo jiwang, man! still, this story is true. if u dont believe it, then i hate u! jk, jk. k, gtg!

xoxoxo,
nad

internet is the best!!! yay!!~ mexican wave~ XP

2008-11-16T18:40:00.000-08:00

heyyyy~ wassup, peeps! the topic 4 today is internet is the best! yea, its true! they got tons of websites! i favs are friendster, youtube, blogger, msn, and google!!!

friendster- well, obviously i got my own friendster account. the sad thing is all of my friends had gone!!! waa~ T-T *cry at the corner* still, 4 those who wanted to become my friend at fs, just add me!
youtube- youtube's the best! i sometimes upload vids from youtube. how? well, open a website keepvid.com. then, copy the link that you want to upload videos. then, just click download and kaboom! finished! i always watched vids from akinari. he rock! his vids is really funny, believe it! xp
blogger- well, what am i doing right now?? xp. sorry if i havent open my blogger lately. i just cant, k??
msn- i got my own hotmail, k?? i always check my emails. there's this really weird hoax that always giving me emails like 'YOU'VE WON!!!' i mean, who would fall for that?? only a dummy would actually fall for that.
google- well, google is my most opened web!!! what?? it is wrong to search for something?? btw, try to search riddles or tongue twister or nursery rhymes. its really fun.

well, thats all the time i got. babai!~
xoxoxo,
Nad

today... MAIN PART; COOKIES!

2008-11-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

today me sis baked cookies! its so yummy~ klu cium baunya udh, it smells good! ahh~ i wish i could eat more cookies~ why? because i didn't eat BREAKFAST AND LUNCH! waa~ me stomach is berbunyi2 right now~ T-T then, me sis talk bout food... funbread lgi wh~ waa~ i do kerja2 today. i swept, jamur2, lipat baju2, angkat jamuran and a lot more which i forgot... XP anyways... lupa ku udh apa yg happened today... XP ja!~

xoxoxo,
Nad

guys are stupid!!!

2008-11-06T03:12:00.000-08:00

today was a not-good day... we 1h has a fight. boys vs girls wh... kmi kana suruh bebahas wh tpi mcm belawan mulut pulang... i hate boys today! Diorang buat our big sis, amal, menangis!!! Inda dorang kata sorry lgi tu!! Jrg 1h belawan like this, wait, never wh 1h belawan... Yg ku banci brabis arh bebahas atu c afiq sma c atthar!!! Kn ku tumbuk dorang wh... xP mun dorang cari psl, aku cari psl lgi! This day reminded me of him... U know, him... Not him as in c sam, kamu inda tau pulang sapa yg aku remembered hari ani. xP lain kli th ku gitau... K, sakit udah nie tangan ku psl aku taip ani pki hp wh... Wish me luck arh speech competition!

ppl, ppl! lookie, lookie!

2008-09-09T04:06:00.000-07:00

i just checked back my emails and i found out these weird PICTURES... first of all, my favorite is at the last... just scroll down and see yourself...

cool, ryte???
can you believe this?? it looks like the rocks got layer, dude!
they're giving 'talk to the hand' to a new level!
the greatest natural wonder i've ever seen!uh... where to sit??

almost there...
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the greatest of the great!!!!

me and him are over!!!

2008-09-07T18:10:00.000-07:00

yea, its true... him and i are history... guess we're not meant/destined to be together... i never love a guy that much... typing all of this just makes me wanna cry...
do u ever had a heart broke?? if u had, u know how i feel but if u dont, u couldnt possibly imagine it... the times we have was great... all those memories i will put it aside... dont worry, ppl... i'll be tough cause i'm a big girl now... besides, i've been through all of this... i can still smile, okay??

he didnt even say sorry or why he do this to me... at least he could say those words... he break up by sending A TEXT!! at least call me or something... believe me, if u read that text, its cold and heartless... as far as i reamembered, it goes like this; 'hey this is the day. u're not my type. i'm breaking up with u.' heartless, right?? when i read it, it makes me cry and shocked. i called him and he said something that makes me cry even louder...

i went online then. i told my friend whose have a broken heart too... i figure HE *yes, its a he* could understand... he was the first person that i told about the fatal news... he listens to me and understands me... i thought i couldnt smile that night or laugh but he made me do it... i felt much better that time... to pay him back, i listens to his story as well... its sad as my story... that night, i only thought of him *not sam.* when i woke up this morning, i thought of him too... could it be?? i guess so... i'm in love with a new someone special... he's sweet and caring and funny as well... not to mention HOT!!! XP

i guess i moved on... i want to tell him my feelings but i cant... its just sad... thats it... my sad love ending... and to sam, u suck at love game... u dont know how to end a relantionship... thanks for free-ing me... i really love being single... it totally rules! and one thing, i hate you, jerk...

just for fun

2008-09-06T06:43:00.000-07:00

hey, ppl! i'm doing this just for fun :D

boy, i miss him~~~

2008-09-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

people said that love is a necessary of life. THAT'S TRUE! 'he' (u know who *wink*) haven't online for a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time!
good thing he's online today...
i felt soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo great!!! who knows, mabye i would do something like this.....
or this...
till i die!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
but, it was boring....
still, i was glad that he was able to online!~ peace out!

on thursday...

2008-08-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

let me see... yesterday huh... something happened!

bm, ck wiz balik!!!! T-T sedih jua org tu... bm kn after break so we (MB 1H) wrote on the whiteboard messages like goodbye teacher or jgn lupa 1h... i'm soooooooo sad, man... but, the good news is ck eidy balik mengajar kami!!! i dont know if i'm happy or sad...

english now... let me see... i got third place at spelling... good right?? tell me!!! anyway, c afiq putus promise nya!!!! i hate him!!! he promised me that he will give me 1 dollar if i spell a word, which i forgor what is it, but he didn't give 1 dollar to me!!!! man, i hate him!!! do you ever feel that people promised you and they break it?? i hate him!!!! i repeat, I-H-A-T-E-H-I-M!!!! urgh!

science, nothing special really happened... let me think... yea, nothing special happen... i don't know...

geo, its teaher's birthday yesterday!!! yippe! teacher was like, today is my birthday and we were like happy birthday teacher!!! as always, we always asked teacher stupid questions. yea, stupid, stupid questions... and as always, i'm the one who asked stupid questions paling banyak! XD oh, yea... teacher was sick that time... poor teacher...

ok, thats pretty much it... if any of the lesson i didn't mentioned above, thats mean its boring... XD

yay!!! Bunga Api!!!

2008-08-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

around 8.50 pm, ada bunga api... tdi pulang nie XD lawa~~~ as always, my siblings were excited if there is 'bunga api'. belari wh diorang ke bwh... LOL! anyway, me love it too! skajab pulang tu but still, C-O-O-L!!! LOL! it was wow with a boom and boom and a boom! *inda tau apa the sound of bunga api XD* here's some pictures aku ambil msa meliat bunga api

Inda nampak ko syraf! *yg d ujung skali*
yo ji and ana!
bhapa tu syraf?? *jgn kuning eh! acting nie sja! XD*

k then, good night!

ok, time for a story bout my lifeeeee!

2008-08-16T22:22:00.000-07:00

ok, a LOT of you ppl said, "post something bout ur life!" its getting annoying and annoying till one day i said, "ok, fine!" with an annoyed face LOL ! bout my life... its boring, simple and normal...

about drama, we were divided into 2 groups n i was with zaida, nana, zyrah, johnny, and dunno the extras... jgn marah ah! kmi punya group inda active wh... klu kamu liat, SEKSA kamu tu! LOL hmm... john became the director although i want him to be the main boy character! u know why, u know why?? cause 2 org laki2 sja arh group kami!

O.o atu msa CCA skarang msa PE. PE, sakit tangan ku! well, not really... XD its the first time 1A lebih awal drpd 1H!!! O.o kami blajar psl badminton *duh* n kami main skajab. aku panat main wh! slalu inda hit! XDDDDDDDDDDDD ada wh c farhan manang sja so inda dpt tukar. amal, amy n i was like, "yay, farhan, yay!" n then, "cubath klh! org kn main jua!" XD i know, its panat... amal inda sbr wh so ia exchange n msa ia exchange, c farhan klh. it was my turn cause c amal tampat lain n then, c amal ambil court wh... i was like, "ko jua sblah!" n amal was like, "eh, tukar ku lgi eh!" kasihan aku wh... mengaku klh... T-T

now bout hist. as we all know, hist is 1H's best subject n their favorite teacher! the hist is bla bla bla. lain x th ku ceraamh psl hist. about our lesson hist, teacher effty (or eftty) pki slideshow. amal n i were like sakai brabis n kacau2 the presentation thingy. sikit2, lain, sikit2, lain. msa ada psl hugh low, dlm hati ku were like, "ahh... yg tua atu..." but then, WOW! suprised mode! teacher simpan gmbrnya msa muda! janggut-less wh! LOL i mean, tekajut jua kamu tu! *except org yg udah liat gmbrnya.* msa hist, as always, i asked stupid questions. teacher was like sooooooooooo bangang n the others was like, "c nad ani. cubath jgn ask stupid questions!" in the end, teacher gave the answer, "u go search arh internet." oh yea! about my stupid question, i asked dutch language atu compulsory arh org indon. haha, i know, stupid questions.

msa maths, nothing intersting happen except i wasn't inform that buat correction! i was like, OMG! tinggal lgi tu maths paper ku... teacher said sapa yg hantar, kana bgi 2 marks! n i was almost pass... 0.5 mark lgi wh... T-T msa maths, boring. i didnt even ask stupid questions.

ok, i think thats it on Saturday...

brain gym

2008-07-23T18:13:00.000-07:00

Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we grow older, it's important that we keep mentally alert. The saying: "If you don't use it, you will lose it" also applies to the brain.

Below is a very private way to gage your loss or non-loss of intelligence. So take the following test presented here and determine if you are losing it or are still a MENSA candidate. OK, relax, clear your mind and . . . begin.

1. What do you put in a toaster?

The answer is bread. If you said "toast", then give up now and go do something else. Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, "bread", go to question 2.

2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk". What do cows drink?

Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk", please do not attempt the next question. Your brain is obviously overstressed and may even overheat. It may be that you need to content yourself with reading something more appropriate such as "Children's World". If you said, "water" then proceed to question three.

3. If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks, what is a greenhouse made from?

Answer: Greenhouses are made from glass. If you said "green bricks", what the heck are you still doing here reading these questions? If you said "glass", then go on to question four.

4. Twenty years ago, a plane is flying at 20,000 feet over Germany. If you will recall, Germany at the time was politically divided into West Germany and East Germany. Anyway, during the flight, TWO of the engines fail. The pilot, realizing that the last remaining engine is also failing, decides on a crash landing procedure. Unfortunately the engine fails before he has time and the plane crashes smack in the middle of "no man's land" between East Germany and West Germany. Where would you bury the survivors - East Germany or West Germany or in "no man's land"?

Answer: You don't, of course, bury survivors. If you said ANYTHING else, you are a real dunce and you must NEVER try to rescue anyone from a plane crash. Your efforts would not be appreciated. If you said, "Don't bury the survivors" then proceed to the next question.

5. If the hour hand on a clock moves 1/60th of a degree every minute then how many degrees will the hour hand move in one hour?

Answer: One degree. If you said "360 degrees" or anything other than "one degree", you are to be congratulated on getting this far, but you are obviously out of your league. Turn your pencil in and exit the room. Everyone else proceed to the final question.

6. Without using a calculator - You are driving a bus from London to Milford Haven in Wales. In London, 17 people get on the bus. In Reading, six people get off the bus and nine people get on. In Swindon, two people get off and four get on. In Cardiff, 11 people get off and 16 people get on. In Swansea, three people get off and five people get on. In Carmathen, six people get off and three get on. You then arrive at Milford Haven. What was the name of the bus driver?

Answer: Oh, for heaven sake! It was YOU, Read the first line!!!

Are YOU the weakest link????

2008-07-20T00:48:00.000-07:00

Below are four (4) questions. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, but must answer all of them immediately.

OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.

First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in?

Answer: If you answer that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second!

Try not to screw up in the next question.

To answer the second question, don't take as much time as you took for the first one.

Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...?

Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?! You are in first place, you lapped the field.

You're not very good at this are you?

Third Question: Very tricky math! Note: This must be done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.

Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. Now add 10.

What is the total?

Did you get 5000?

The correct answer is actually 4100.

Don't believe it? Okay, check with your calculator! Today is definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last question right?

Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana,2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono.

Quick, what is the name of the fifth daughter?

Answer: Nunu? NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again.

You ARE the WEAKEST LINK!!!!!!<

which tree are you??

2008-07-19T21:18:00.000-07:00

find the tree under when you were born, then scroll down to read about it

December 23 to January 1 ........... Apple Tree
January 2 to January 11 ............... Fir Tree
January 12 to January 24 ............ Elm Tree
January 25 to February 3 ............. Cypress Tree
February 4 to February 8 ............. Poplar Tree
February 9 to February 18 ............ Cedar Tree
February 19 to February 28 .......... Pine Tree
March 1 to March 10 ..................... Weeping Willow Tree
March 11 to March 20 ................... Lime Tree

March 21 ...................................... Oak Tree

March 22 to March 31 ................... Hazelnut Tree
April 1 to April 10 ......................... Rowan Tree
April 11 to April 20 ....................... Maple Tree
April 21 to April 30 ....................... Walnut Tree
May 1 to May 14 ........................... Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 ......................... Chestnut Tree
May 25 to June 3 .......................... Ash Tree
June 4 to June 13 ......................... Hornbeam Tree
June 14 to June 23 ....................... Fig Tree

June 24 ........................................ Birch Tree

June 25 to July 4 .......................... Apple Tree
July 5 to July 14 ........................... Fir Tree
July 15 to July 25 ......................... Elm Tree
July 26 to August 4 ....................... Cypress Tree
August 5 to August 13 ................... Poplar Tree
August 14 to August 23 ................. Cedar Tree
August 24 to September 2 ............ Pine Tree
September 3 to September 12 ..... Weeping Willow Tree
September 13 to September 22 ... Lime Tree

September 23 .............................. Olive Tree

September 24 to October 3 .......... Hazelnut Tree
October 4 to October 13 ............... Rowan Tree
October 14 to October 23 ............. Maple Tree
October 24 to November 11 .......... Walnut Tree
November 12 to November 21 ...... Chestnut Tree
November 22 to December 1 ........ Ash Tree
December 2 to December 11 ........ Hornbeam Tree
December 12 to December 21 ...... Fig Tree

December 22 ................................ Beech Tree

Apple Tree, the Love
Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

Fir Tree, the Mysterious
Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it ,rather modest,very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

Elm Tree, the Noble-Mindedness
Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends to not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Cypress, the Faithfulness
Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy content, optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic and careless.

Poplar, the Uncertainty
Looks very decorative, no self-confident behavior, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious.

Cedar, the Confidence
Of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, wants to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Pine Tree, the Particularity
Loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, many disappointments till it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

Weeping Willow, the Melancholy
Beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

Lime Tree, the Doubt
Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labor, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.

Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary
Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

Rowan, the Sensitivity
Full of charm, cheerful, gifted, without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Maple, Independence of Mind
No ordinary person, full imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-respect, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, many complexes, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Walnut Tree, the Passion
Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, road horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

Chestnut Tree, the Honesty
Of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritate and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self-confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Ash Tree, the Ambition
Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trust- worthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.

Hornbeam, the good taste
Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very consciencious.

Fig Tree, the Sensibility
Very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

Oak, robust nature
Courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not love changes, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Birch, the Inspiration
Vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Olive Tree, the Wisdom
Loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Beech, the Creative
Has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialist, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Winners vs Losers

2008-07-19T21:08:00.000-07:00

A winner is always part of the answer.
A loser is always part of the problem.

A winner always has a plan.
A loser always has an excuse.

A winner says: "Let me do it for you."
A loser says: "That is not my job."

A winner sees an answer for any problem.
A loser sees a problem for any answer.

A winner sees a green near every sandtrap.
A loser sees two sandtraps near every green.

A winner says: "It may be difficult but it's possible."
A loser says: "It may be possible but it's too difficult."

welcome, dude!

2008-07-19T20:15:00.000-07:00

hey, people! welcome to my blog! i know its boring and all of that but, its new wh... i'll try to publish more interesting posts... i'll try to publish post every week! fight-oh~ by the way, to MB 1H, tomorrow go to reading room!

rock on!

seayam seikan? :P

HAPPY (belated) NEW YEAR!

meeeeeeeerry christmas! ;DDD

Google it!

I found a new interest! YAY!

i'm laughing HA-HA!

i'll keep it SHORT!

utamakan bahasa 'english'~ :P

she's the MAD COW!

OGDC!

the Ipod Human! by nigahiga ;DDD

welcome to the world!

songs of my life

CHOI SI-WON!

come back to me lyrics

HA-HA-HA-PY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ;D

a way to stay healthy...

urrgh!!!! get outta my head!!!

birthday shout-OUTS ;DD

FINALLY!!! ;D

my birthday wish list ;D

my stupid emo edited pics

can't get you outta my head ;)

just can't seem to catch a break

friday to 13, 3 guy and poklens!

story of my life

9th March

i've come to settle the rumor...

bday greetings

sorry peeps!

for fun beybeh!~

happy new year~

the all time fav, 101 questions~

who do you like?? vamipre knight version~

tagged~~

tagged~

just for fun, again!

adi ku besunat...

25th December

just read...

new skin...

just some boring post...

open-minded test

the moon

pmb results...

WEEEE~~~ HYPER~~~

a japanese song

today's update!

nokia 888

PENGUINS!

today's update...

new skin...

my dreams~

tagged! *one of my favourites~*

TAGGED!

for fun~

got tagged~ T-T

a poem

waa~ tagged again~

i got tagged, again

i got tagged

To my dearest FREIND

november

netball tournament

my jiwang questions

internet is the best!!! yay!!~ mexican wave~ XP

today... MAIN PART; COOKIES!

guys are stupid!!!

ppl, ppl! lookie, lookie!

me and him are over!!!

just for fun

boy, i miss him~~~

on thursday...

yay!!! Bunga Api!!!

ok, time for a story bout my lifeeeee!

brain gym

Are YOU the weakest link????

which tree are you??

Winners vs Losers

WEEEE~ HYPER~

tagged! one of my favourites~